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its soo sad...,i read so much judgements,.. jingoism,.. religious intolerance on the net & i use to think...,this platform will change narrowmindedness,..but no ! 

i .....i write hmmm no i used to write and say thing to all of you becos i feel them ...i wanna have some fun thats why i used to use this social network to connect with all of you to whom i never call or msg and they have issue wit it btt thats ok ..we use to talk on fb once in a while and everything was fine ...btt lately i think ..i have started feeling that some of them enters in disturbing areas which i dont like to talk or to have a debate ....mujhe aisa lagta hai ki main facebook par kuch likhta hu toh wo meri personal feeling hai ..wo mere personal thoughts hai but then i see ...meri baato ko bhot hi misguidely interpret kiya gaya hai jiska us se kuch lena dena nahi hai ..i am going to miss all of you a lot ....i will miss the interaction ....and i hate those idiots who writes shit about me ...i wish mujhe unke naam and addres mil jaye toh phir ...hmmmmmm unko dhoondh dhoondh ke btaunga uumm ya leave it.....???having said that .....i just feel bad ..very bad ..extremely bad.......i am very emotional , i am a very sensitive person ..and i found my sharing of personal thoughts get misused, misguide , misunderstood,....i dont want to write all this but u all knw ...???and i will not appolised for what i have written in past ...??i dont like it ...i am a fighter ..i believe in eye for an eye busines..i am no cheek turner ...if you kill my dog u better hide your cat ...i just want you all to be little more thoughtful...everything is not a joke ...there is life beyond that think beyond it ....and if i try to say something funny ..its taken as wrong too....soo its a loosing batlle hmmmmmmmmm soo till such tym i feel happy writing and expressing my thoughts again on faceboookk....i cant make distance wwith u all ....i love u all and i also a lot what i do ....butt i want to avoid all these fyts , discussions and all that ....jaha tak main avoid kar sakta hu main karunga ..becos aisi jagah par kuch ajeeb se log kuch ajeeb baat likh dete hai ....main bas unhe ye kehna chahta hu ki hai kon tu , apne ghar ka addres toh bta de , apna phone number toh bta de , kaha se likh rha hai ,,,....hmmmmmmm ya thats why i am refraning ....main likhta tha jab mera dil karta tha ....its so sad...sometimes i feel communication is the problem not the solution....anyway onward we march to İgnorance is Bliss...ha ha there is awful poison here..... Sometimes think fb needs a rinse in the washing machine. Best to ignore with contempt.....i am who i am and i am ok with it whether people love me hate or judge me i am not going to change for them..taking chances making me feel alive ....butt yes no matter what i do i will not loose my repect and dignity .........soo hmmmmm i knw its allready too long u wont read it all butt make sure u understand what i have written ...i just want to say a final bye ...hmmmm no a good bye untill or unless mera dil na kare wapas fb par ane ka ...i will miss you all alot ..ba byee..take care all of you ..sayonara ...:)alvida .. :)